Training is complete. The miles before dawn, in the dark, in the cold of winter, before the world was awake has prepared me for what I am going to attempt in just a few days. I have had a great time getting out there in all sorts of weather getting in the miles. Some were slow and through inches of snow while some were fast with sunny skies. They all prepared me.
I had a great final run on Thursday morning. It was a quick 3 miles. I was able to get up a little later since I wouldn’t need as much time to complete the miles of the day. My husband came out and ran with me. Because he just completed the Insanity program he was able to run the entire 3 miles with me. Even when I started out faster than normal, we were on pace for a 9 minute mile that first mile. That first mile was enough to give the confidence to know that I can hit my goal pace early on in the race, if I want to. The run felt easy, the sun was shining, and I was doing something active with my husband. It was such a fantastic way to round out my training.
This morning I was able to sleep in. I forced myself to do no running or strength work this morning. It is always harder to do nothing when you are supposed to be doing nothing. It is much easier to do nothing when you are supposed to be doing something, go figure.
I am feeling very reflective right now. I am taking this whole I’m-running-my-first-full-marathon thing seriously. I am really proud of what I have done over the last 4 months. I have ran farther than I ever thought possible. Two years ago I struggled to run for longer than a minute at a time. I have now ran for 3 1/2 hours at a time and plan to run for just shy of 4 hours on Sunday morning. I never thought this was ever something I could do, ever something I even wanted to do. But here we are.
This has been such an awesome journey. This journey to find health and balance in my life. To be ok with eating pasta because I am eating whole and clean in most other areas. To be ok with having dessert every now and again because I am not eating fast food every night. To get up at 4:30 in the morning to bang out 10 miles before work because I want to.
I have some goals for the big day. I have some time goals and I have some attitude goals. My number 1, over the moon fantastic goal is to finish under 4 hours. I would be thrilled with 3:59:59. It is possible. My training and past race performance shows that it is possible. It will be tough! I have no idea what those last miles are going to feel like or the mental and physical strength it is going to take to keep going. I have a goal and I hope that will be enough to keep me going strong. Goal number 2 is to remember to have fun. I have tunnel vision and I take things too seriously sometimes. I want to remember to look around and enjoy what I am doing. I run because I enjoy it. Even when it hurts, I am accomplishing something that I want to be accomplishing. Beyond that, I want to finish and I want to finish strong.
This is getting a little too serious.

Much better.


Here’s to being too tough to kill. Bring it on, Green Bay!
Anyone else running Green Bay this weekend? 5k, half or full?
What are some of the things you tell yourself to keep going during those final miles/steps of a race?
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